It's true what they say... life is a journey, not a destination!
I could take you along the next 'path' but, quite honestly, let me just spare you the anticipation of knowing what happened next....
The latest 'all singing, all dancing' treatment did not work either 😫
Despite looking relatively well, I was in quite a lot of (often) debilitating pain. Some days I could barely walk for 5 minutes.
In medical terms this meant jumping back on the chemo wagon...
Yes, you guessed it... not impressed!
Well... at least with the amount of cycles I had previously, I feel that I've aquired a 'PhD' in 'chemo side effect management'. Bring it on 💪
The biggest problem is...now what??? I am stuck... I am well and truly stuck in a forest maze.... I have no idea where to turn....it is getting dark and I cannot see any lights.... I am completely lost now. The fog is all around me and... I know... I can sense there is a cliff nearby...
I am scared, I am angry, I am desperate!
I've done everything possible with the resources available to me, I just don't know what else to do or where to turn now...
Shall I start from the very beginning just in case I missed something?
All I know is that I need a miracle ✨️
The question is... Do I really believe in miracles? Do I believe with every fiber in my being that a spontaneous remission is possible?
Of course I do, all the spiritual and holistic work I have been doing could not be in vain, right? Surely I am 'equiped' to believe in miracles...
And yet...that little voice inside me... keeps asking.... 'But do you? Or have you been operating on auto-pilot, doing what you thought was the right thing to do?'
I need to go deeper... I need to travel lighter... I need to leave all baggage behind.
It is time to relinquish ALL control and truly trust the Universal plan for me ✨️🪶🪷
Sara 💙
Go to the edge of the cliff and jump off. Build your wings on the way down.
Ray Bradbury
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